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"I'm done, I think the time's come to bring this thing to an end. I think this could be goodbye, think you ran out of time" you broke my mirror threw away my vain killed my heart and soul... ate away my brain burned up all your pictures tore up all your letters ripped up all your sweaters now I'll never get her all I did seems blurry always killing me slowly all I did, chaotic all your love is dramatic it wasn't time  to start this lie last night you took me to your home and then it started to get physical you tore my photographs kicked the door and yelled "get the fuck out of here" I left. you stood... happier I walked afraid knowing nothing anymore you killed me inside like so many others more all I did was worry all I do is too much all my life is weird all people are as such it's not time to  give this one more try last night you said you wanted a last lie WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE! "oh nostalgia, refuge me in the past, mend my pr...

"nothing lasts forever applies to all good things in life" someone is dancing on my grave, sends me shivers down my spine, destroys your existence and humiliates you who you are, who you were, dust will be I mention you when I say my prayers to my heathen god, icons of self-indulgence you were all of my Bible a fast and physical romance I was victim of a crime, and now I miss you all I had is gone and won't ever come back I can't pretend I don't feel remorse, living with all of your crimes. "you were such a sweet dream but a nasty nightmare"

irrealidades imorais insanas que não foste crente sei eu e fugiste a tudo o que tinhas nunca foste capaz de crer nem mesmo na verdade por entre todos meus dentes lutei por todo o amor, menti para que tornasses a mentira realidade perdi o meu próprio jogo para a religião, ignorância e representei-te assim nele segue, segue, procura, remexe o passado que te persegue aquilo que não encontras admira-me ao fim de tanto tempo, ao fim de finalmente me ter solto tu ainda estares preso... ao meu jogo enterrei-te, prestei culto à religião perdida fui engolido pelos meus medos e sufoquei-me neles lentamente continuo perdido, indeciso entre passado e futuro porque dás sinais que não pensas dar eu não sou louco, eu não sou louco uma extrema sensação de perseguição que me persegue e destrói o futuro sofrido sufoco silencioso O contrário do amor não é o ódio mas sim a indiferença. Odiar implica uma relação, já a indiferença implica um completo ...

cada vez me sinto menos sóbrio, a criticar o que não tenho e sinto errado. a falar por mim quando devia falar pelos outros. sinto-me intoxicado de culpa por coisas que não faço e cada vez sinto mais o mundo fugir-me dos pés e a realidade alterar-se. o que eu preciso e o que eu quero são transcendentes ao que o que os outros precisam e o que os outros querem. e os meus precisos e queros, quando colidem com os dos outros tornam tudo incompatível e irrealizável.

"let it in your body and the party won't stop" memories of the times in my life when laughter was justified now are sorrowful melodies on sad, sad piano white keys I remember the time of my life when the black keys never left me down all songs were played with cheer and happiness wasn't hidden from anyone all dreams now come from the sky ethereal sky full of memories stars are memories that shine with the notes played from the horrible, sad piano do you remember the time of our lifes when nothing was hidden out of jealousy when love was a motivation, not a fear when death was our goal, not our inspiration purple teardrops. bad romance. death obsession.

"so many are still waiting for their new beggining, their birth by sleep. even me. even you." and you were a bad liar... one of the worst of all I met. I would even asume I was a better liar than you. really sorry. really serious. yet I see your fake tears while you stand up and even want to laugh at them. you bad liar, you filthy poor creature. wear beauty as a mask. you can cry all you want, you san say that you love me, you can do as you will. I'm going to die either way. you can... you can... you can be a terrible liar but I'm even worse. I love you, I just do, I love you more than anything in this world and I want you forever. just... don't leave me... keep our lies alive so we can be connected. "all hearts wait for us to reconnect."